Do you ever get that feeling in the center of your heart...the one were it's almost aching. Almost breaking. Because you know there's something out there that's exactly what you need, what you crave, but you can't have it. I don't know why you can't have it. I don't even know where it is. I just know my heart is longing for something, or someone, and it hurts. Physically brings me down. When I'm lying in bed, thinking about my day and feeling the absence of arms around my waist, I have to tell myself to be patient; that the right thing is out there waiting for me somewhere. Truth is I don't know. I could be lying to myself...maybe I'll always feel this way. So empty. So...hollow.

I recently watched the movie Submarine... I have to say it's my new favorite Dark Romantic Comedy, If you can throw it under that genre. I absolutely adored Jordana and Oliver's relationship. I want one. (like their's)

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Taking pictures of sunsets calms me. However, after the sun disappears over the horizon I feel completely drained. Sad. It's as if the beauty of the sun setting ignites a flicker of hope in my heart and the cold dark sky is a large, or perhaps medium, bucket of ice.